Category: Art

  • Making My Own Tarot Deck: The Magician, The High Priestess, The Empress

    Making My Own Tarot Deck: The Magician, The High Priestess, The Empress

    I have finished three more cards for the Tarot Deck I am making and I’m working on IV: Emporer. So far I have made The Magician, High Priestess and The Empress. I chose to use Odin as The Magician, A völva as The High Priestess & Freya The Empress. I will talk about why I chose these and the symbolism on the cards as well as talk about Rider Waite Symbolism.


    The Magician


    Symbolism in Rider-Waite

    In the Rider-Waite version of the card, there is alot of visual symbolism. Some examples include: Flowers for manifesting ideas and aspirations, a hand poiunting to universe and another pointing at the earth for “As Above, So Below” concept, the Infinity Symbol for unlimited potential, a pentagram as symbol of the elements, and a red cloak to showcate experience and knowledge.

    Odin as The Magician

    Odin is perfect to prepresent The Magician considering his backstory, In Odin’s story, he gouges out an eye and drops it into Mimir’s Well in order to have cosmic insight, prophecy, and knowledge of hidden truths. This is denoted by his eye patch. I alsohave runes surrounding him because he also sacrficed himself and hung himself bleeding from Yggrasil for nine freezing days and nights without food or water in order to gain the sacred knowledge of the runes. He also has two ravens, Huginn (Thought) & Muninn (Memory) that represent knowledge and experience. They are his eyes and ears flying across the Nine Realms and granting him immense wisdom and knowledge. He himself symbolizes manifestation and aspiration, because in the stories he stops at nothing to manifest his aspirations for sacred knowledge and cosmic insight. I also represent the elements on this card, The sun represents fire, rocky cliff represents earth, turbulent waters represent water and show that there is wind that represents air.


    The High Priestess


    Symbolism in Rider-Waite

    She sits in front of a veil that separates the realm of the divine and the physical world, the letter B represents Boaz and the letter J Jachin which is symbolism of equalibrium like yin and yang. Her headdress represents the three phases of the moon honoring the triple goddess, she holds scrolls, and has a crescent mood at her feet. This represents having a foundation of intiuition.

    The High Priestess as a Völva

    She wears a veil over her eyes that represents her vision beyond the veil into the divine realm. Her tatoos, rune belt, and bone headdress represent her connection to shamanism and esoteric knowledge. Also, Volva’s are known for being Seers using intutiiton and divine connection to guide others including Jarls. Her staff allows her to weave fate and perform rituals.


    The Empress


    Symbolism in Rider-Waite

    Some of the Symbolism includes, Scepter to symbolize Power and Guidance, Red Bedding symbolizes creativity and sensuality, Venus Symbol represents using power and love to shield others, crowned by 12 zodiac stars, foliage to symbolize connection to nature, Pattern on dress symbolizes abundance and fertility, wheat also symbolizes abundance and providing for others.

    Freya as The Empress

    She has her staff to symbolize power and guidance, her violet dress symbolizes divine connection, inner peace and goddess energy. She has a red jewal in her crown as a nod to the red of creativity and sensuality, but she also also a known goddess of love and fertility. She is in nature and surrounded by flowers, woods and water symbolizing her connection to nature and fertility. The flowers and her golden hair is also a nod to fertility and abundance. Her cats also represent femininity, fertility, and protectiion.

  • Making My Own Tarot Deck: The Fool

    Making My Own Tarot Deck: The Fool

    I have been wanting to make my own tarot deck for a while and I am finally starting. I will post each card I make on here as I make them. I am using ArtRage Lite and Canva to make my tarot deck. I discuss the symbolism in “The Fool” tarot card and how I utilized it in my version of the card.

    The Fool

    For The Fool, I looked at some of the typical symbolism and then made it my own. I know in the card there is usually a simple of purity like a white rose or something similar, a puppy or other small innocent looking animal to show a loyal companion and innocence, cliff face to show recklessness, and mountains or an area to begin your journey and the sun or sunrise to show beginnings and joyfulness.

    I decided to make Loki my fool. He tends to embody freedom and a mix of trickster and even niavety in many stories in norse mythology where he ends up getting caught up in things he shouldn’t and having to fix those problems he started. He also embodies change, adventures and new beginnings. Without his shenanigans and adventures the gods wouldn’t have gotten their weapons or golden hair or other treasures . So, he symbolizes the reckless and optimistic start of an adventure for good or worse. I am using his Fire to symbolize Purity, Baby Fenrir to symbolize a loyal companion and innocence, and he is sitting on a cliff over a ravine and with the view of mountains and a sunrise to represent the start of a new journey.

    My Loki “The Fool” Tarot Card vs. Rider-Waite Tarot Card

    Loki. The Fool Card
    My Version with Loki as The Fool. ©Crooked Ravn
    Rider-Waite The Fool Tarot Card
    Rider-Waite Version of The Fool.
  • Embracing Creativity & Building Community

    Embracing Creativity & Building Community

    Once I embraced my creativity and promised myself not to let other people keep me from doing the things that make me happy, my sense of happiness and fulfillment returned. Now I radiate the energy I need in order to attract the energy I want from people. It can be a hard thing to achieve especially after a long period of despair.

    Honestly, I didn’t know if I’d ever reach this point. It was like a switch flipped in my brain. It actually occured after a dream with a goddess speaking in an old tongue. She presented me with a purple goddess statue. Researching the roots of the words and sounds online, I found out it was a most likely a mix of Babylonian, Arabic, and interestingly French which I know. It felt like a gift from Ishtar/Inanna, one of my goddesses. After that dream, I had a surge in self-love & compassion as well as creativity.

    Embracing Creativity

    I am actually working on an art piece depicting being blinded by despair. It is unfinished, but I will post it once it’s ready.

    I have also recieved the Art for All Scholarship at Makerspace. So far, I have taken a sewing class, and leatherworking class so far. I plan to continue leatherworking and joined leatherworking club at makerspace. Hopefully, I can also invest in learning woodworking, 3d printing, ceramics and metalworking. Having creative community is also very fulfilling.

    First attempt leathwork tooling ever. Makerspace Class w/Pegeen.

    I also hemmed up some jeans I got at the thrift store and made denim pouches with the leftover cloth.

    Denim pouches made from excess Jean length.

    Then I made a tarot deck wrap for my tarot cards. It’s not perfect and the cord has rough edges, but it was fun to make and practice sewing.

    Tarot Deck Wrap.

    I also fixed a bunch of clothes I had that needed mended. I need to get more black paint for mixing so shading is easer before I get back into painting.


    Finding and Creating Community

    Volunteering

    I am volunteering for Isaiah, Faith in Minnesota and the Jake Johnson campaign in order to flip the house so that we can prevent further attacks on targeted groups, and so that we can promote diversity and inclusion in our county. No longer willing stand back, wallow in self-pity, and do nothing while the current administration continues to take away people’s rights and create discord among the masses, I decided I’d rather be productive and take action in whatever ways I can.

    I’m also volunteering for Living Earth Center in Mankato, which not only maintains a community garden & farm but also promotes sustainability and environmental justice.

    Becoming More Involved With Existing Groups

    I am also trying to get myself to go to more local groups focusing on lgbt+, interfaith, and art. I’m hoping to audition for the Queer Choir when auditions start again.

    Creating My Own Community

    I am also starting my own local social group for Witches, Pagans, Heathens, Practitioners of Esoterica and non-judgemental allies. It’s called Nexus of the Cosmic Tree, because the concept of a World Tree is present in many spiritual belief systems internationally. Nexus represents the community as we all come from different branches and roots of the Cosmic Tree.

    For events, I’m starting with a coffee meetup, Pub meet up, and gaming meet up. However, I’m planning to eventually collaborate with other organizations, practitioners, and more in order to host events and classes on different practices. Also, I’d like to work with artisans and Makerspace in order to to host classes on how to create your own supplies for practicing these arts.

    All are welcome as long as you can commute to events in the Greater Mankato Area.